and the poet speaks again.

i love this man, i really do.

你，是怎麼看你自己的呢？

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for sale:

two aaron kwok concert tickets for 21 february 2008.
condition: excellent. mint and unused.

ffffffffff. i can't believe we forgot to go for the concert.

lesson learnt: if you buy concert tickets, remember to go for it.

the tickets will be framed and used as my new living room's conversation piece.

it's expensive enough to be one.

ding-ding!

i've always thought i was a person who enjoyed my own company i.e. i have no problems being alone. i could spend whole weekends in bed with only a book, and i'd be perfectly happy. (some pple call this lazy, i call this being comfortable in my own skin.)

but it hasn't been so since moving to HK. i do not like being alone.

which is why i heart the ding-ding. i board, i climb up to the upper deck, i switch on my ipod and i wait to see the world go by under my feet. i feel contented even though i'm alone, and i feel like i can really be happy in my new home city.

for hkd2 a pop, it was well worth the money.

maybe one day, i'll learn to be comfortable in my own skin in hk. but for now, i have my ding-ding.

ps: ancel, if you ever get your ass over here to hk, i'll show you what a ding-ding is. they do not make them like this in the boat!

my baby girl.

i miss her so.

possessed.

whatever possessed me to uproot myself and move miles away to a foreign land to work? i must have been insane.

i wanna go home.

for you, mr. reeves

how awesome do we look?

relocation.

relocation's a funny thing.

for the longest time, i'd thought that i'd be able to up myself and move to another country without any problems.

now that i finally have the opportunity to move, it's proving to be a lot more difficult than i'd ever thought it'd be.

of course i have all the normal relocation worries. like adapting to a new environment, making new friends and perfoming in my new job.

but the most difficult aspect so far, is saying goodbye to my family and all my friends in singapore. the idea that they're going to be further away scares me a little and i worry that this physical distance might translate to an emotional distance.

i've been having such mixed feelings about moving to another country. on some days, i'm incredibly excited about it and i can't wait to begin my new life in a foreign country. on other days, i dread moving and i wish i'd never made the decision to go to hk.

still, in ludicrous's words, this is a leap of faith. i can only make the most of this decision and hope that everything else falls into place.

hello 2008.

blog...

...i love

我，永遠不洗的調色盤。

mixed feelings

the excitement of moving.

the fear of moving.

i am a fag hag.

i have collected 5 new fags who hail from 3 different continents in 2 days.

this has got to be some kind of a new record.

mari, shoe-slut: i have arrived.